Huhuhu.

God, sya tatao lae mao ckap pa :( sya tul2 kcewa dgn dea, kcewa dgn dri sndri also :( sya stress ow. mna mao fkir sal SPM, sal dea, sal sya dgn mum lae. aih. tlg la, teiida spa ow leh rsa pa sya rsa neh. xlama lae result spm koar. lao dpat msuk from 6, nsib la. lao x, memg mum ama abah kcewa :( huhuhu. 


SPM toe laen crita lae, neh lae sal me Heart. huhuhu. sya byk kli uat dea kcewa. sya tul2 tatao lae mao uat or ckap cmna. sya tamao wa hal gney tjadi. bab toe sya blik2 try mngelak everytym dea ckap sal tat matter. and yeah, dea tao sya cuba mngelak dri knyataan. bab npa? bab sya tao ta mest akan gduh pnya lao bkaitan dgn neh hal. ya sya tao sya bukan yg tbaek bbanding dgn yg laen, pi sya cuba. i've tried hard just to satisfied your feelings Dear :( try to understand me, please. Maybe you also thought that i always asked you to understand me, but i've never understand you. no you're wrong Dear :( tuhan ceja tao prasaan sya and cmna sya rasa now. lao sya yg bebas jalan, slalu sya pii jmpa dear ceja cmpai la dear mluat tgk muka sya. pii dear langsung xfaam sya :( sya taok ksabaran dear ada had limit gak, sya pon gtoe gak dear, sya xmmpu wa mao tahan. pii lao bkan sya pena jnji ama dear, and sya ingat janji toe, lama uda sya mgkin xsama dear.


Please la dear, lao sya dpat form6, kira okay la, pi lao xdpat cmna? sya tpksa la trima tawaran sya d ngeri 9 :( maybe tym toe sya xfokus uda dgn bnda2 laen. sya akn fokus more to my study. so dear, please, appreciate me while im still here. if dear xda atie uda pon dgn sya, easy, just say the words 'i'll let you go', then i'll leave. Sya janji ama dear, sya xkan berdendam dgn dear, k? and demi tuhan dear, sya tul2 sayang ama dear.. jan kuat slah fham dgn sya. ada papa msalah, bincang dgn sya.. memg sya pena try mngelak, pii sya jnji, sya xkan mngelak lae pas neh. dont hate me :((


iRealyLoveYouMyDear.~